You are so right that death does some to be everywhere when we are grieving. As you may recall , my son's best friend died in May. The emotional roller coaster of grief has been exhausting and I'm so sorry that you are on a similar ride.

I bet it is surreal to be in the UK right now. It would be nice if everyone could experience the same outpouring of love and support during a time of loss. I think a stuffed Paddington Bear would make me feel a bit better. : )